"It's hard for you to know where to jump in today, for your thoughts are racing at a mile a minute, but there's no real starting point. Your inner world is rather complex and it feels like it would take too much explaining to share even the simplest idea. You know exactly what's going on, but may choose to remain silent now. Don't force yourself to talk if you don't want to; there's always tomorrow."
Some days these are just too uncanny...too right on.
And truly...if I could just crawl into bed and pull the covers over my head to just avoid talking at all...I think I'd take that opportunity...at least today I would.
And wouldn't fate have it...the days I want to just talk...that opportunity doesn't arise either.
It's like a vicious cycle to teach us self survival, or something equally as unenjoyable. Or perhaps it's to put us into situations where we are forced out of our comfort zone and required to open up to avoid total catastrophe but risking hurting someone...or perhaps the opposite happens and it actually draws two people together...or perhaps give us the clarity to make it through one more day peacefully.
We all cross our fingers and say a little prayer in hopes for one of the latter two. Shouldn't we all be so lucky to have our cards fall that way?
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