New Day...New Week...

I took deep breaths when I got up today...bound and determined that this was going to be a better week.

Hopefully I can avoid dwelling on the fact that no Christmas shopping is done, Josh is sick, and I have some invasive tests scheduled for this week...

And I can be optimistic that the shopping will get done, Josh will be feeling better soon, and my tests will give my docs the informatoin they need to get the inflammatoin from my Crohn's under control.

raising coffee cup

Here's to a new week!

sigh...

Ever been made to feel completely insignificant by someone you love...and it just seems like nothing you do is ever right or good enough?

yeah...Josh isn't talking to me now...I feel about as big as an ant...

Bah Humbug....

Nothing like a family fight to start off the holiday season...

Yet, as usual, I am expected to be the bigger person...Not sure why I always get stuck with the "bigger person" card...but it's making me grouchy...and constantly on the brink of tears.

Nothing kills your spirit more than feeling like you just don't matter.